The Dinner (Cunningham Manor: Part 2)



Sarah inspected the table after Jack had set it, just as she always did.  This annoyed Jack to great lengths, as he'd never once misplaced any piece on the table settings, but there Sarah was, with her measuring tape, making sure the silverware was placed exactly the right amount of centimeters apart from one another.

"Ma'am?" he sighed.  His employer had a penchant for nervousness, which one most days he could ignore, but when she turned her attention on him, it drove him over the edge.

Sarah smiled. "I'm sorry, Jack.  I know this bothers you.  I am not making comments on your work, you know that."

Jack sighed again.  "I know.  But speaking of that, are you taking your medication?"  Her medication made her sane, without it, she was a complete mess.  It was nice being able to work with her when she was stable.  He enjoyed her company immensely most days.  But when she was like this, she'd usually spiral out of control, which was why it exasperated him.  He had seen enough of her spiraling out of control to last a lifetime.  And from where they were from, that was a very, very long time.

Sarah's smile faded.  "Yes.  Why does everything I do that you don't like have to do with me not taking my medication?"

"Because that," he pointed to her tape measure, "is a sign of your obsessive-compulsive disorder resurfacing."  He was always nothing but blunt with her.  Dancing around difficult subjects was for the past and they were expediting a trek into the future.  He didn't have time for this.

"I am taking my medication, Jack.  Every single day.  Now shush," she growled at him and snapped her tape measure together and put it in her pocket.

He backed off and instead took his duster to give the room another once over before their guests arrived.  "So, the boy."

"I told you last night, he's not the one."

"Yes, well, his place is still set at the table.  Did you find a replacement?"  He hoped she had.  He really didn't want to have to clear away a place setting and start over from scratch.  When Sarah had placed all the plates and silverware on the table for him to set an hour ago, he hadn't counted them right away.  After he had finished, he counted and had realized the mistake.  He considered not telling her, but knew if he didn't, she'd obsess all night about it.  Not to mention they needed a boy for the evening's festivities.  But not just any boy.  The right boy.  And after having Jude fail the day before, he started to wonder if the night was going to even happen.

"Yes.  Emmanuel Buchannan will be bringing his nephew, Emmit."  She smoothed her skirt for the hundredth time that day.  Another sign of her affliction.

Jack let out the breath he had been holding.  Thank goodness, he thought.  He just hoped that Sarah knew what she was doing by bringing in a new boy so late in the game.  He knew Jude would have eventually worked out, but they had a deadline to meet.

She reached over and rubbed his shoulder.  "I know.  Erasing Jude's memory proved to be harder than we anticipated.  And I also know how much hard work you put in for me on a daily basis, Jack.  I do ask a lot of you.  But soon, it won't be necessary and everything will be in place."

Jack had worked all night into the morning trying to erase Jude's memory, taking each piece out bit by bit, but it seemed as though when one piece was removed, another would take its place.  He had to erase large chunks at once, which scared him as he had never done that before on a human.  He had no idea what the ramifications would be.  But since Jude's brain proved to be difficult, he assumed it wouldn't do much of anything.  Jack was more scared, but also secretly excited, at the thought of Jude's brain just replacing all the memories as soon as Jack was done.  He patted Sara's hand.  "Then everything can move forward as planned."

"That it can, my friend.  That it can."  She turned to the front door just as the doorbell rang.  "Ahh, our first guests."

Jack nodded as he turned towards the front door.  "Showtime."




"Mr. Harry Robson, ma'am," Jack announced the first guest to his employer.

"Nice to see you again, Mrs. Foster," Mr. Robson said as he gave a slight bow as he handed jack his coat and scarf.

Sarah held out her hand to her handsome guest, who took it and gave a soft kiss to her knuckles.  She felt her face grow hot, but instead of ripping her hand away, she just nodded and smiled.  If Sarah had learned anything in her many years on this planet, you didn't offend a guest.  Especially not one you needed something from, even though she knew that Harry was overstepping his bounds, once again.

"Likewise," she replied. She gently pulled her hand back and use it to point to the table.  "Please, feel free to have a seat.  Your nameplate will let you know where to sit."

Harry raised his eyebrows.  "Assigned seats?  Lucky me."

Jack pulled the third seat from the left facing them.  "It's not a punishment, I assure you.  You'll be busy once all the guests get here."

Sarah wondered if Jack knew what had happened between her and Mr. Robson during their last meeting.  She hoped not.

The doorbell rang again and the butler left to respond to the bell.  "Excuse me, sir."

Harry turned his attention to the mistress of the house.  "So, you come here often?"

Sarah let out a small laugh, despite her uneasiness at seeing him again.

He motioned to the chair across from him.  "Sit.  Have a chat with me."

That wasn't Sarah's assigned seat.  The idea of sitting in the wrong seat made her squirm.  As did the thought of having a conversation with him, especially after what had happened between them the last time they were in each other's presence.  But, she knew that upsetting him was not on the agenda tonight, so she pulled the chair out and smiled across the table to her dapper guest.

Harry had a large blackish-brown mustache with a twist at each end, something she only saw on the hipsters around town.  Had she not already met him, she may have assumed he was one.

"So, thank you for inviting me back again.  I was hoping you would."  He took the glass on the table in front of him that was filled with iced water and brought it to his mouth for a sip.

Sarah blushed as she found herself staring at his lips as he did.  She quickly looked down at her hands and started to babble.  "Yes, well, you proved to be a good contender in this situation that we're in.  You passed the first test.  And now we're seeing if you pass the second."

He placed the glass back on the table.  "Happy to oblige."

She looked up at him, at his perfectly manicured mustache, and then his lips again.  She quickly brought her eyes up to his before he caught her staring at his mouth again.  "Well, you do know what's at stake," she whispered barely loud enough for him to hear.

He nodded.  "I do.  Though, even if not, I would still come to dinner at your house.  Perhaps even more so," he smirked.

She smoothed her skirt again for what felt like the hundredth time and then pulled her blonde hair over one shoulder to obsessively smooth it.  She found herself wishing she had pulled it up into its usual bun or ponytail, which kept her from thinking about it.  She was overheated and felt as though her hair was sticking to her face, which was making even her more squirmy than usual.  She leaned across the table so she wouldn't be heard by anyone but him.  "What happened between us last time cannot happen again, Mr. Robson.  It was a mistake."

He leaned across his side of the table to stare into her eyes, which unnerved her a bit, which seemed to please him. "It was not.  Otherwise, I wouldn't be here."

"Mr. Robson..."

"Harry."

"Harry.  You said you knew what was at stake here.  So act like it."  She abruptly stood from her seat and shoved her chair back into place.  Harry was good at playing mind games.  But this wasn't the time nor the place for it.  Too much was going on.  Too much could be lost if things didn't go right.  And Harry better not mess this up.

"Mr. Buchannan and Emmit Matthews, ma'am," Jack gestured to their new guests.

Sarah switched her scowl to a smile and reached out to shake their hands.  "Thank you both so much for coming.  And you Mr. Matthews, we really appreciate you coming on such short notice.  Otherwise, we'd have an empty seat at the table."

Mr. Buchannan smiled.  "Well, we can't have that, can we?  Ol' Emmit here was happy to come.  He's never been a formal dinner before."  He clapped his nephew on the back.

Emmit rolled his eyes at his uncle and pulled away from him a bit.  "What my uncle means, is that I have never been to a formal dinner in such a beautiful house before.  Tell me, Mrs. Foster, is this a family home?" he remarked as he glanced around the foyer hall.

Sarah looked at Emmanuel and searched his face for answers, who gave her a wide-eyed shrug.  "Well, in a way, yes.  It's so very complicated that we'll have to have another dinner party to explain it all.  Come," she said as she gently took his shoulders and guided him to take his seat.

"Emmanuel, you obviously didn't tell him a thing, did you?" she whispered in Mr. Buchannan's ear as he passed by.

"Sorry ma'am, I knew you were in a hurry to find someone and didn't think to talk to him about it," he whispered back.

She drew in a sharp breath, knowing that if Emmit caused this entire night to not go off without a hitch, she wasn't going to be happy.  But more so, she needed Jack to be happy.  Tonight's outcome dictated his future.  "Don't worry about it.  We'll just move forward as planned."

The door rang again, this time the front door opening for four more of her guests.

"Winston Maltby, Eric Delagney, Benjamin Scott, and Clyde Cook, ma'am."

"Thank you, Jack.  And welcome everyone.  We are eager to get this night started so please hand Jack your coats and then take your places at the dinner table."  Sarah could feel that her meds weren't working as well as usual and needed to go take something a little stronger, because her mind seemed to be spinning out of control.

She excused herself to the kitchen and placed a pill in her mouth and took a swig of water from the sink.  She closed her eyes to calm herself.  First Harry was trying to make something more out of their arrangement than it was.  Then Emmit wasn't prepped before coming.  When someone wasn't prepped, bad things can, and usually would, ensue.  Just as it did with Jude.  But Jude had been prepped.  More than once.  And still, he almost went crazy, which, in retrospect, didn't make much sense.  But she had to be extra careful because before Jude, there was Nathanial.  And she didn't want what happened to Nathanial to happen to Jude.  And now Emmit.  God, if Emmanuel would have just prepped Emmit, this wouldn't be an issue right now.  But, if they waited to another night, they'd lose one of the nights of the full moon and that would seriously lessen their chances of thing going at all.  Sarah wanted to scream.  There was no good answer here.  No good choice to make.

The bell rang again.  It must be Logan Curtis, the eighth, and last, guest.

After a few moments, she heard Jake's voice from the hallway.  "Ma'am, we're ready."

Well, it was now or never.  "Coming," she answered back.  She turned and made her way down the ornate hall that filled with gorgeously striped wallpaper and dark wood wainscoting, and then back into the dining room and plastered a big smile on her face for her guests.  She could feel the Xanax easing her mind back down to normal again.

"Well now, looks like we're all here," she said in her most cheery voice.  "So, let's get this party started shall we?"  She motioned to Jake to start serving the courses as she took her seat at the head of the table.

But just as Jake turned to leave, the doorbell rang again.  He turned to look at Sarah, who stared back at him.  Both were thinking the same thing: who would be ringing the bell now?  Everyone is already here.  Her stomach turned in knots as went to the front door.

Seconds later, he appeared with a horrible look on his face.  "Ma'am.  We have another guest."

Sarah laughed nervously.  "No, we don't. We're all here."

 "Jude Adams, ma'am.  He's come back."

Sarah had to swallow back the bile that was creeping up her throat when she saw the fileman appear behind Jake's back.

"Hey.  Looks like I'm late for the party."  Jude had grabbed a seat from the hallway and had pushed himself in between Winston and Clyde at the table, who's faces looked more confused than turkey who was about to be deheaded for Thanksgiving dinner.  "So, what'd I miss?"




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The Octury (Cunningham Manor: Part 1)






The fileman rang the bell, which was answered by the house's butler.  "Hello sir, you've been expected."

"Thank you," he replied, as he entered the hall.   He looked over to who must be the lady of the house, the woman who had hired him earlier that morning.  She looked young, yet not as young as he, but also had the stern look of someone many years older than her lack of wrinkles let on.  She dressed in a slim black skirt that fell just below her knees and a soft black top that looked like it was made of silk.  Her blonde hair was pulled up in a messy bun, with strands falling out over her thick black rimmed glasses.  She looked important, but had no idea who she was or what she did for a living.  He had been hired that morning to retrieve files from various places (lawyers, the courthouse, various accounting firms, etc.), but lucked out when he googled the woman's name, as nothing appeared in the search engine.

"Mr. Adams, I presume?"

"Yes, ma'am.  I have the files you requested."  He laid them on the table in front of her.

She adjusted her glasses to fit on her nose better.  "Thank you."  She looked back down to the papers in her hand.  "Please take them down to the octury and put them on the table.  Jack will show you the way.

"This way, sir," replied the butler.

He crinkled his nose and paused for a moment.  Where did she say to put them?  "The octury, ma'am?"

She gave him a look from above her glasses.  "Yes.  It's down the hall.  Like I said."

He smiled.  "No, I mean, what is an octury?"

She smiled back.  "It's a room.  Which is called that because it has eight walls, of course.  It's shaped like an octagon."

He looked confused.  "Okay.  But octury isn't a word.  Rectory is a word.  It's in the dictionary.  But I'm pretty sure octury isn't.  Did you make it up?"

She sighed.  "Oh dear boy, all words are made up by someone.  Now please, go put my files on the table in the room that I just told you about."  She dismissed him by turning around and went back to the files in her hands.

He laughed quietly at the way rich people were always shoving him off like he was not on the same level as they were.  "Okay."  She didn't really answer his question.  But that was the way of spoiled rich people.  They didn't like being questioned.

He turned around to follow Jack the butler to the octagon room with the funny name.  Jack looked all business so he didn't dare ask him any questions, but just as the door opened, he noticed she had not been lying.  The room did, indeed, have eight walls, with an octagon shaped table directly in the center.  It was immaculate, too, with soft red and dark red vertical striped wallpaper on the walls, which made the room look bigger than it really was.  He searched for some indication of what the room's purpose was, other than just having eight walls, but alas, he could find nothing, other than the strange fact that there wasn't a single window. So he placed the files on the table and went back out into the hall, leaving Jack to close the door.

He wasn't convinced that the room was called that due to only its shape.  So he approached the lady of the house, once again.  "So, if the room with eight walls is called an octury, then would you call a room with six walls a sextury?"

She pulled her glasses off her face and smiled.  "Oh, the sextury!  That's what we have in the basement."

He wondered if she was joking.  "What?  You have a six-walled room in your basement?"

"Of course!  But that one is filled with whips and chains and all sorts of manners of sex toys.  We also call it the sex dungeon," she winked.

Now he knew she was joking.  "You almost had me there for a bit," he laughed.

A mixture of amusement and playfulness spread across her face.  "What, you don't believe me?  Would you like to see it?  Though I will let you know that if you enter the sex dungeon, you may not leave until I say so."

The fileman started chuckling out loud.  "Oh really now?"  This conversation was getting a little out the realm of his paygrade.

The smile fell from her face. "Yes.  That room isn't for show.  It's for action."

He started to get nervous and his mouth went dry.  He cleared his throat and shifted his stance from foot to foot.  "Oh really?"

She smiled again and put her glasses back on.  "No, I was just pulling your leg, delivery boy.  But thank you for playing along."  She started to walk away.  "You can show yourself out.  And thank you for bringing my files.  I'll be needing more in the next few days, and for what I pay you, I expect you to be on call."

He let out a sigh of relief, though he wasn't sure he was exactly relieved.  "Yes ma'am.  I am at your beck and call."

She seemed to like the sound of that and turned to him again with a smile.  "Oh and one more thing."

"Yes?" he responded.

"Welcome to Cunningham Manor, dear boy.  You better be one to keep his wits about him.  The last boy we hired...well, let's just say, he wasn't that kind of person.  And now you're the one doing his job.  Let that be a warning."  With that, she winked at him again, and disappeared into the dark hallway.

Dread seeped into his brain from his stomach.  What had she meant by that?  But then he remembered who he was dealing with and knew that rich people always had a flair for the dramatic.  With that thought, he let out a breath he hadn't been aware he was holding.  "A warning," he laughed under his breath.  "Whatever," he murmured as he turned around to head out the front door.

Before he could open it, an arm shot out in front of him stopping his exit.  "It would be wise to pay heed to the lady's words, dear boy.  She may sound a bit cuckoo at times, but she knows what she's talking about," Jack the butler softly spoke into his ear.

Wow, everyone seemed to be completely crazy in this house.  "Sure, my good man, sure," he clapped the butler on the back.  "See you soon!"  The fileman opened the door and ducked under the butler's arm and waved back at him as he left.

"You'll see.  You'll definitely see, dear boy, they all see.  Eventually."  Jack's voice came out sounding more silly than ominous, as he most likely had meant it to sound. 

The fileman tried not to laugh as he shook his head.  He then hopped into his car and started the half-an-hour car ride home.  He was going to Google Cunningham Manor later and see if he could find a history about it.  These people were beyond strange, but even more than that, the room, the octury, there was something about it that bugged him. More than it should.  He didn't know why.  And that that bugged him even more.

He stopped to ponder the lady's words for a moment. "You better be one to keep his wits about him..."  Was that a warning about the octury?  He had no idea why it would be, but he also thought that's exactly what it was about.  Was he a man who kept his wits about him?  Considering he was obsessing about an eight-sided room, he assumed he was not.  But it didn't matter.  He needed to know why the word felt so familiar yet so foreign on his lips. 

"Octury" he said out loud, all alone in his car, hoping it would break open some long buried memory.  "Octury, octury," he repeated again.  He began to feel dizzy.  Something.  There was something to it.  So he said it again.  "Octury."  And again.  "Octury!"  This time louder.  "OCTURY!" he yelled, almost screaming.

For a moment, nothing happened. Just the beating of his own heart in his ears.  But then time seemed to stop and the lady of the house appeared next to him with Jack the butler.  He looked around to see they were on the property of the manor, in the gardens out front.  It wasn't quite reality, but also not dreamlike either.  It was somewhere in between.

"He's not the boy," she said to her butler.

"No, he's definitely not the right boy," Jack agreed.

"He's not ready."

"He never will be."

"Maybe one day?"

"No."

"Well, there's nothing we can do with him now.  Just send him back."

"Will do, my lady."

Jack snapped his fingers in his face, which was as loud as a firecracker.

The fileman gasped and shot up in bed.

"Jude?  Are you okay?" came a voice beside him.  "Was it that dream again?"

He looked around the room, trying to get his bearings.  Where was he?  He tried to shake off the sleep that still pervaded his brain and then realized he was in his room with his wife.

"Yes, my love.  I'm sorry, go back to sleep," he reassured her.

"Okay, sweetheart.  I'm here if you need me.  Just remember," she said with a yawn.  "It was just a dream."

He smiled and patted her arm.  "I know, I know," he replied.

As he looked around the room again, everything started to look familiar.  His nightstand, covered in books.  His dresser, covered in cologne bottles and random pairs of jeans.  His walls, decorated in music posters of his favorite bands.  This was his room, but at the same time, it wasn't.  He didn't belong here, did he?  No, he belonged in an eight-sided room in a creepy stone manor which resided behind a large rusty gate, outside of Aldeburgh.  It was covered in red vertical stripes and housed an eight-sided table in the middle, which was used for...what was it again?  It was on the tip of his tongue, but he just couldn't reach it, like a dream.

Because yes.  That's what it was.  It was a dream.  It was only a dream.  It was all just a dream.  At least that's his wife had said, right?  That the entire thing was a dream?  That's what it had to be then.  Nothing more.

Except it was more.

Something in his brain was fighting him on this.  Something was clawing at his memories trying to steal them back.  So he grabbed his notebook on his nightstand and a pen out of the drawer and drew it.  After that, he wrote down everything he remembered happening.

There.  Now whatever wanted to steal this from him couldn't.  Or it could, but at least it was written down this time.  So he'd have to remember when he looked at his notebook again.  He could Google it later.  See if there was anything out there about an eight-sided room in a place called Cunningham Manor outside of Aldeburgh.

But for now, he placed his notebook into the nightstand drawer and went back to sleep.  He didn't dream again that night, but then again, he wasn't really sure he had dreamt anything in the first place.



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How to Use Tarot Cards to Get Story Ideas








I am so in love with my tarot cards!  I've been a reader for almost 30 years, getting my first deck at 12 years old from an auction in my neighborhood as a kid.

I will say, in that time, I've really changed the way I've read them.  When I started reading them in middle school, I thought they would predict my future, to tell me things in life would get better or how something amazing could happen.  It was exciting and fun!  But even though I used the "predictive" style to read the cards, my underlying way to use them was to see them for what they truly were: which is a tool of introspection and deep personal connection.  This means that every single card can be applied to every single person.  This why they work so well.   As I've aged, this has become the only way I use them, for both myself and my clients.  They aren't magical, they aren't supernatural, they are cards with archetypal images on them so you can see what you need to see in them in order to access your deep desires and feelings.  Answers always lie within you.  The tarot are just tools to help you see those answers.

But, if you want to gain story ideas from them, you have to work them a little different and pretend you're a little more like Miss Cleo (she was a great storyteller! LOL).

There are so many ways to generate random story ideas, but the tarot can give you so much more than just a online generator would (or other ways to get story ideas).  They give you pictures that you can draw from for your stories so you can details that you may haven't thought of.  Which make them the ultimate tool when creating the perfect story idea 💗

Here's how:


  1. Pick a layout (see below).  You can just deal your cards and come up with a story idea, or pick a detailed layout to give you a very detailed idea. 
  2. Grab a tarot deck (or use a free app on your phone or tablet if you don't own a deck yourself). 
  3. Shuffle the deck any way you wish. 
  4. Lay out your cards (either in a layout, or just deal as many cards as you like).
  5. Read the cards either based upon the positions in the layout, or just read the cards and get a story idea from the reading.  You can use a book to read the cards, with the traditional meanings or you can just "read the card", which means to look at the card and let it tell you a story.  I like doing both. 
  6. Record your reading (on paper, audio, or video).
  7. That's it!

Decks:


Some of my favorite decks for this use are: 

The Gaian Tarot
The Llewellyn Tarot
The Forest Folklore Tarot


Layouts: 


Write a list of what you want to figure out for your story.  You can do a character sketch or a story idea.  It could look like this:

Main character, sidekick, love interest, plot, setting, etc.

Or for a character sketch:

Age, job, personality, quirks, life growing up, etc.

Each one of those will be a different position for your reading.

Then you shuffle and deal as many cards as you chose for the layout (per your list).  Then choose which card would fit for what position.  If a card can't or won't fit, pick a new one.  And bam, you have your story idea or a character sketch!  Very easy to do 🙂

This technique leads to endless story idea possibilities!  And you're guaranteed to come up with something unique every single time.

If you'd prefer to get a story idea from a seasoned tarot reader, then contact me at  www.facebook.com/jaelynntarotreader and I'd be happy to put something together for you!  Story ideas start at only $10!  Click here for more info!!

And if you have no idea how to read a tarot card, then feel free to join my class that teaches how to read tarot with no psychic ability needed!

(this class has been cancelled due to the service I was using went out of business!)


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Fear




Fear


deep   in   the   dark   house

of   emotionally   sick   monsters

mom   &   dad   drink   from   plastic   perfect   lives

as   always  fear   rises   in   my   skin

I   desire   to   find   peace   again

their   corrupt   game

a   sad   sweet   storm

of   created   evil


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A Fool's Sandwich



emotion   corrupts   me

creeps   down   to   my   fat   ego

and   leaves   me   prisoner

to   my   madness

which   tastes   like

a   fool's   sandwich

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Porcelain Ghosts



blue   green   candy   ocean

sail   the   sacred   rhythms

devour   the   delicious   night   sky

listen   to   the   haunted   wild   voices

of   lingering   secrets

from   those   porcelain   ghosts

of   ice



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Summer Fling




"What do you expect me to say?"  she stared down into the water, not wanting to look into his eyes.

"I expect you to tell me you love me."

She did.  But she couldn't say it.  Not out loud.  Not now.  "You know this can't work between us.  We're just too different."

He let out a small laugh.  "That's an understatement.  But that hasn't stopped us all summer."  He reached out and traced his reflection in the pool.

"Exactly.  It's a summer fling. You're going back to college.  And I'm...," her voice trailed off.  She looked up at him.  "I am staying here.  Forever.  Do you want that?  You know I can't leave.  What does that mean to you?  What does that mean for you?  You can't expect to go away, get a college education and then come back to this island to stay for the rest of your life.  If you did, there will be only two choices: either I get left behind regularly or, worse,  permanently, or you resent me for keeping you from a real life, and you either leave or are miserable forever.  Either way, we both lose."

"Selene, you can't be serious.  I love you.  Why would either of those happen?  Why can't we just live happily ever after?  It happens you know.  Love can transcend all."

Selene threw her head back into the water, laughing hysterically.  "Oh my god, what's wrong with you?  Who do you think I am?  Ariel?  You are living in a fantasy world, Mike.  I can't grow fucking legs and walk on land.  You want a fairytale and that's never going to happen."  She flipped over and put her hands on the side of the pool to pull herself out the water, her scales glistening in the sun.  Reds, blues, purples and greens from the bottom of her throat down to her toes, all shimmering into an opalesque hue.  "Listen, best case scenario is that, you graduate college and then we attempt to live out our lives here together.  Taking in the sun, laughing, and making out.  But eventually, you'll get lonely, because we'll get tired of making out as time goes on, and you'll get tired of sleeping alone.  You can't deny it, because it's the truth."

He ran his hand through his hair and sat down at the edge, letting his feet dangle into the water.  "Is that all you think we are to one another?  Because I love you for more than being able to kiss you.  Our love is beyond the only physical.  We'll find other other ways to connect."

She placed a gentle hand on his knee.  "Like how?  Sex?  Well, that's out."  She threw her hands up in the air.  "And we can't have children together.  So there's no hope for a family.  So what then?  How will we connect, Mike?  What else is there for us?" She saw how his face winced at her words.  It hurt him, but he needed to hear it.  He needed to be reasonable, to think like an adult.

When he didn't respond, she continued.  "And college.  If you're going to get an education, then how are you going to use it?  Leave me for weeks at a time to work at a job and come here on weekends?  You expect me to live like that?"

She saw tears dropping from his eyes.

"I didn't think you'd see it that way."

"Then are you going to give up college to live out your days on our island with me?  Is that it?  The only human for miles?  I can use my arms to get me around the beach, but even that's limited.  I have to go back into the water.  Daily. For long periods of time.  And the opposite is said for you.  Neither of us can change our biology.  You aren't Tom Hanks and I am not Daryl Hannah."  She reached up and kissed his check and whispered,  "And if you remember, even Tom Hanks gave up Daryl in the end.  Because even he knew that we belong in the water, and humans belong on land."

Mike wiped his eyes, and smiled.  "And if you remember, Tom Hanks survived for four years on an island completely alone.  So if we're using movie logic, or even yet, Tom Hanks logic, then you're point is moot, and I could easily live here."

Selene smiled back.  "I wouldn't call that easy."

"No, but the fact you are the only woman I know who knows Tom Hanks movies as well I do means something.  And the fact you understand my lame jokes.  And the fact you are my best friend.  I am not some kind of lovestruck idiot.  You being what you are isn't some kind of novelty for me.  It's real.  You are a woman to me, no matter your biology.  Or even your, biological structure."  He lowered himself into the water and took her face in her hands.  "You are what matters.  Having children isn't an issue for me."

She reached up to his hands.  "But it is for me.  Or it will be. Eventually."

"Then I will find a way.  We'll work something out.  I will spend my days giving you the world, Selene.  You are already my world.  I came here today to tell you something before you, unsuccessfully," he added with a roll of his eyes, "tried to break up with me."

Oh no.  He wasn't getting the point.  He was still refusing to let her go.  "What is it?" she sighed.

"I am transferring all my classes to be online.  I called my professors last week and I heard back today.  I said I had a family emergency and I needed to take a year to stay at home, but keep up on my degree.  And they agreed."  He pulled back to swim around the lagoon.  "And, I am changing majors.  As you know, I was going to school to be a vet.  Now I am changing my degree to marine microbiology.  I finally feel that I know what I want to do with my life.  And it's because of you, Selene.  Even if you break up with me and never speak to me again, you've changed my life for the better.  Being with you, here, on this island, you've shown me how to love the water and everything in it.  How could I ever walk away from this?  I love this island almost as much as I love you. Almost," he smirked.

She put her hands together and pulled them through the water to splash him with a wave.  While she still thought he was being foolish, basing his entire future on her, she had to admit, what he was saying had made sense.  Ever since he first got to her island three months ago at the end of May, Mike has become enthralled with everything on it.  He had even once carried her to a place she could never go, just so they could check out the waterfall at the top of a large hill.  Mike was right, this island was almost as much a part of him as she was.  Her demeanor softened as she realized what he was really saying.  He was saying there really was a way for the two of them to actually give this thing a shot.  And then she realized that was what she wanted more than anything.  "I love you too, Michael Herrera.  Are you sure?  Have you really thought this all through?"

He dove under the water and swam to her, jumping up directly in front of her at the last second.  He planted a sloppy, wet kiss on her lips that to her tasted of salt and something distinctly Michael.

He pushed back with his feet to swim around again.  "There has never been anything in my life I have been more sure of than this. Though, for a moment, I thought you were completely done with me.  I thought it was going to get a little uncomfortable with me working here, on the island, and you not wanting to date me anymore.  It was going to get kind of awkward," he made one of his signature goofy faces.

Selene giggled.  "Do you want me to splash you again?"

He swam up to her and pulled her into his chest and wrapped his arms around her medium frame, pushing his face into her always wet hair.  It smelled faintly of coconut.  "I'm not joking.  I really thought you were breaking up with me.  It almost broke my heart.  Especially when I had something so great to tell you."

Hearing this made her hug him tighter, her soft, feather-like scales rubbing against his slightly sunburned skin.  Mike had spent days at a time in the sun with her and her family in the lagoon, not even once thinking about using sunscreen.  Selene made a mental note to remind him to go back to the mainland to get a large supply of it, otherwise he'd end up with blisters like he had when he first got there. "I am so sorry.  I was just trying to be an adult about this whole thing.  I knew it would hurt you, and me, but it would had been worse in the long run.  I just trying to protect us both."  Now it was her turn to cry.

He squeezed her harder.  "It's okay, it's all going to be okay now.  Everything is working out."

Selene pulled back and gave him a worried look.  "It will still be a challenge, don't pretend it won't.  But at least now I know we have some sort of chance.  But really, don't act like this is a fairytale, Michael.  This will be hard work.  For both of us, but mostly you.  Don't ever forget that."

"Yes, dear."  He pulled her back into his embrace.

Selene smiled.  "Damn straight.  I could get used to hearing that come out of your mouth."

He smiled and lifted her up to spin her around in the water.  "Yes, dear.  Yes, dear.  Yes, dear."

Love was never easy for anyone, but Selene knew deep down in her heart, that this love was worth the work she knew they both would have to put into it.

"Race ya!" she smiled mischievously, as she dove into the water.

"That's not fair!" he yelled, but she could no longer hear him as she was already across the other side of the cove.   He swam after her as fast as his human arms and legs would let him and knew that he would travel to the ends of the earth to follow wherever she went, as long as she would have him.  Even if that only meant across the small island he would forever now call home.




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